- 02
- Feb
Dan has been really poorly this week with flu which is ironic as he had the flu jab back in November. PICU staff are now wearing masks which if you ask me is a little too late as he has had it since the weekend and they only found out yesterday. Rob has had it too which meant he was off work for 1 and half days which is unheard off so I knew he was ill. Dan is finally coming out the other side but he still gets tired easily but we are getting some smiles and giggles like his old self.
I have been able to see Dan this week on Tuesday, Wednesday and Thursday because Rob has been around and my cousin had a day off but next week will be very different. I will only get to see Dan if my cousin has a day off in the week because PICU will not let me take Daniel on my own. What do they want me to do? The restrictions they have put on me leaves me in an impossible situation and it just feels like they don’t care. I have ask them to sort out a suitable second person but yet again it is not a priority for them. I do not want Daniel on my own as I have said over and over. The thought of it terrifies me even though he has never done anything naughty with me but because we have been taught worse case then it makes me fearful of the thought of him on my own which I feel is a good thing and with a panic button I would feel more secure. I have no choice but to push this because no one else can help me. I just want to be a mother to my son.
I have two children of which I love more than anything and the last I knew it, it is illegal to leave a 4 year old at home on their own. We went ahead with the pregnancy of Daniel because we wanted him so much but I personally am well and truely sick of the NHS. Rob has more rights over his older children than we have over Dan. I would ask them to see it from our side for a change but I feel that will be yet another waste of time and I feel they think we are just being difficult. I carried Baby Brussel for 7 1/2 months and I feel like the NHS just ripped him from me!
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